Deep reflections on spirituality, identity, creativity, and personal evolution. A living library for people who think in layers.
These aren't blog posts. They're complete works: book-length explorations of ideas that won't fit in a tweet thread or a quick read. Each represents a big idea or curious project I thought about for months (sometimes years) before finally pulling the trigger and exploring it this way.
The subjects vary: game theory and theology, ghostwriting and identity, the nature of creativity in an AI age. These are the odd and curious things I think about late at night.
An Optimal Strategy for Happiness, Meaning, and Purpose
What if you could use decision theory to prove that faith is the rational choice? An exploration of Pascal's Wager reimagined for the modern skeptic, using game theory to examine why believing (even without certainty) might be the smartest move you can make.
Hardy Boys, David Foster Wallace, A.I., and the Mystery of Who's Really Writing This
A literary analysis of the Hardy Boys written in the voice of David Foster Wallace, by an AI. An exploration of ghostwriting, identity, and what it means to "write" something when the voice isn't yours. Part criticism, part performance, wholly recursive.
Why effort blocks what you want. A scientific framework for manifestation.
How recovery principles apply to every addiction, including the ones we don't call addictions.
What if you're already the person you're trying to become?
"The essays that matter aren't the ones that tell you something new. They're the ones that say what you already knew but couldn't articulate."
Should the Bible be taken literally? For 1,800 years Christians read scripture on four levels.…
What if Adam and Eve is a map of emotional sobriety? The garden is presence.…
Andrew Wommack teaches identity in Christ but stops short of the mystical truth. What if…
What happens when you use AI as a writing partner for a year? Not productivity.…
I told Claude Code to excavate my digital past from the Wayback Machine. It found…
Scott Adams' deathbed acceptance of Jesus sparked debate. But the mystics would say salvation isn't…
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