Remembering dreams has never been something I was particularly good at. But recently, I’ve been giving myself hypnotic suggestions before sleep in an effort to remember what I’m doing while I slumber. And it’s been working.
Each night, I lay out a pen and paper by my bed. As I fall asleep, I repeat silently in a commanding inner-tone: “I will remember and learn from my dreams tonight!” In my head it sounds like Moses speaking to Pharaoh: “Let my people go!”
I’ve also been posing various questions to myself, hoping I’ll answer them in my dreams. One of those questions: “What must I do to become more multidimensional and improve my innate psychic and intuitive abilities?”
Through various dreams, it became apparent that at some deep level, I’m actually afraid of becoming more spiritual.
The Automatic Writing Experiment
Automatic writing is one of the intuitive abilities I’d like to develop. So I did what I always do when developing a new skill. I went ahead and tried it out.
The automatic writing meaning isn’t just about the words. It’s about what comes through when you get out of your own way.
Below is the message that came when I asked: “Why do I have fear around connecting with spirit?”
What I’ve come to know about any talent or truth is that much of our “unknowing” is usually an illusion. We know the answers to more questions than we let on.
The Session
I kept my eyes closed and just typed what came to me. The message is written as though I’m talking to myself.
It’s quite natural that you’d be fearful around connecting with non-physical. Consciously verbalizing non-physical can be seen as “kind of weird,” even though we’re in constant communication with you, whether you consciously know it or not.
We’ll tell you what we always tell you: Chill out! This is supposed to be fun. That’s why you came here. It wasn’t so you could struggle and beat yourself over the head about whether or not you were “doing it right.” You’re doing fine, and it would behoove you to stop beating yourself up about it.
When you first started trying to make conscious communication with us, you were terrified that by bringing us in, you were going to bring in all these other demons and spirits as well. Your upbringing in the church and that dualistic nature had something to do with it. Your experimentation with substances added to your hesitation.
You’re perfect beings. We’ve told you that many times. Left untouched by negative emotion, your body and senses would operate quite magnificently. Only you, in your search to make them work properly, sometimes end up doing more harm than good.
Even though your senses are evolving in a way where it’s possible to be in touch with spirit consciously, you have a hold up in your physiology that won’t let you make the leap. Only, we’re here to tell you that you CAN and ARE making the leap. But your impatience and constant searching as to whether or not you’ve made it to the other side is holding you back.
So we’d say to just relax and let it happen naturally. You get so focused on right now, right now, right now that you forget that the main thing keeping you from the things you desire is your impatience RIGHT NOW.
If you want to truly tap into the spiritual You, then stop caring so much. Stop wanting to be like your friend who says they talk to spirit all the time. And THAT is when all of the other stuff will fall right in your lap.
Reflection
That seems like pretty solid advice. And naturally, I’d expect nothing less from myself or my spiritual counterparts.
But is intuition really our direct line to spirit? As we follow our intuitive nature more, are we opening ourselves to a higher line of communication? Did quieting my mind just allow me to give the sound advice I usually give to others to myself? Or am I tapping into something higher?
Maybe I just made it all up because it’s fun for me on some subconscious level. If I made it up, does it really matter? Is the advice any less valid if I resonate with it?
Will this lead to further psychic ability, better understanding of reality, and a sober trip to trump even the best altered state?
I hope so.
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